Thursday, May 2, 2013

Return of the Paco

Hello World!!!

Alright, so I'm slowly getting back to my normal self, it's been a tough few weeks, and I will continue to struggle a little bit, but Trishy brought it to my attention that my last post was a REALLY depressing one to just leave it for a while without anything more.

So, I'm back!!!!!!

The meds are doing their job, I'm still a little bit anxious, and am trying to adapt. It's always a little hard to dig yourself out because you learn to leave it in the past and then you realize almost no one even noticed without my telling them.

I say almost anyone because there are many who HAVE noticed, and who have helped me a lot to get through it.

So the semester is coming to an end, and I am struggling through finals. Hoping it goes by fast so I can come home and relax a little.

Almost all I´ve been doing this week is just going to the gym. So while my brain feels like jello, this body is not going down.

I´m still trying to find a major that I could go for, it´s reaaaaaally difficult. But I know that in the end I will settle on something.

In the meantime, just be patient as Paco returns and comes to terms with who he is, that he is loved, and that he is the man.

I love all of you, and I think that you all are amazing for the things you do.